S p o n t a n e i t y
As this spectrum reflects your favorite colors, it will absorb all your monotones.
Fantasy
The Girl.
I can be sorry
And so, you would ask whose blog is this you're visiting.
Black and white//
Maria Immanuelle Cubacub Devela
Mariel, Yel
19 y.o.
Ateneo De Manila University | Health Sciences Junior
From the south.
In a limited spectrum//
I don't know what people think of me. Neither do I know what I think of myself, in a concrete sense. Well, the main reason for this might be the fact that I am easily attracted to random, weird things. But deep beneath this lack of knowledge lies a girl who prays for appreciation and love.
I have this slight aspiration of mixing up art and sciece as I live.
Relative to my course, yes, I am kick-starting my journey in the field of medicine. I would love it if my future is spent running along hospital hallways saving people's butt from danger. I think I want to be that kickass surgeon everyone's talking about. If you wonder about the length of time it would take me before I actually become one, well I don't mind. I have these wonderful people I live with - friends, family, you name it - and I'm sure it would never be any less boring compared to a life of a rockstar.
I also consider 50% of my life as an artist. I draw, I design, and I write. Although I always find myself stuck in a transcient reality, I use this up for my own personal needs. It's awesome!
Some people tell me I have this bipolar disorder. According to Dictionary.com,bipolar affective disorder is "a mental health problem characterized by an alternation between extreme euphoria and deep depression." It's considerable given that I have an INFJ personality thingy. At times, I stop and pause to scrutinize myself and actually consider such problem. But then, oh well.
To tell you frankly, I can't remember when I started drenching myself with music and letting it take another part of my life. Yet, I stand today claiming how much I love it. I actually appreciate bands so much, it's verging on frustatration! Kidding. But then, I really do like listening to them and all those awesome lyrics behind the loud drumbeats and guitarstrums.
I could go on and on spending days typing all these stuffs I like, but I might ran out of 'profile' page. So, as for now, I only offer these.
Hope you consider reading this internet space. :)
Much love & respect,
♥Yel
Wishes
[x] Everyday electric/acoustic guitar [x] New Guitar Pick/plectrum
[] Personalized Keds
[x]
[x] Vans slip-ons
[] T-shirts/Tops
(x)White V-neck
(x)Pink V-neck
()Monster-designed
(x)Strawberry Shirt
[] Paramore Original CD's
() All We Know Is Falling
() Riot
(x) The Final Riot
(x) Brand New Eyes
[] Jackets
()Leather
(x)Adidas-AteneoSesqui
(x)Pop-designed
(x)Plain
(x)Cardigan
[] Starcraft II: Wings of Liberty
[] Left4Dead2
[] Graphic Tablet
Lusts
[] Personal Digital Camera
[x] Laptop
[] Room
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10.15.2010 @ 12:19 AM;
(As posted @ Wordpress)
You wake up, and you just wish you hadn’t.
There are thousands of reasons – important reasons – that push you to do it, to let go and to finally turn your back on life. But you do not want to disappoint, in any way, those people who surround you. You scrutinize your life within the compounds of your inner thoughts, your personal life, and you just can’t deny the fact of how screwed up it is. You shed light on those factors outside it, and you see countless of people holding on to you, for you. Thus, you eventually lose grip on the thought of letting go
And then, you realize how strong you are for despite the chaos within you, you manage to get through days coming in so swift, and leaving you slowly, gently. You overcome each and every twinge and throb because you believe you have to stay for these people, for your dreams, and most importantly, for yourself. No matter how you stay solitary during the night, as tears become the only running motion within the four walls of your room, you always manage to get through it all. You survive.
You don’t know how you do it, but you survive.
Finally, you question the power of love.
Is love enough?
We all hope it is.
We always do.
♥yel
You wake up, and you just wish you hadn’t.
There are thousands of reasons – important reasons – that push you to do it, to let go and to finally turn your back on life. But you do not want to disappoint, in any way, those people who surround you. You scrutinize your life within the compounds of your inner thoughts, your personal life, and you just can’t deny the fact of how screwed up it is. You shed light on those factors outside it, and you see countless of people holding on to you, for you. Thus, you eventually lose grip on the thought of letting go
And then, you realize how strong you are for despite the chaos within you, you manage to get through days coming in so swift, and leaving you slowly, gently. You overcome each and every twinge and throb because you believe you have to stay for these people, for your dreams, and most importantly, for yourself. No matter how you stay solitary during the night, as tears become the only running motion within the four walls of your room, you always manage to get through it all. You survive.
You don’t know how you do it, but you survive.
Finally, you question the power of love.
Is love enough?
We all hope it is.
We always do.
♥yel
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