I can be sorry I am sorry for holding on this long, but I will never be sorry for continually loving you.

And so, you would ask whose blog is this you're visiting.

Black and white//
Maria Immanuelle Cubacub Devela
Mariel, Yel
19 y.o.
Ateneo De Manila University | Health Sciences Junior
From the south.


In a limited spectrum//
I don't know what people think of me. Neither do I know what I think of myself, in a concrete sense. Well, the main reason for this might be the fact that I am easily attracted to random, weird things. But deep beneath this lack of knowledge lies a girl who prays for appreciation and love.

I have this slight aspiration of mixing up art and sciece as I live.

Relative to my course, yes, I am kick-starting my journey in the field of medicine. I would love it if my future is spent running along hospital hallways saving people's butt from danger. I think I want to be that kickass surgeon everyone's talking about. If you wonder about the length of time it would take me before I actually become one, well I don't mind. I have these wonderful people I live with - friends, family, you name it - and I'm sure it would never be any less boring compared to a life of a rockstar.

I also consider 50% of my life as an artist. I draw, I design, and I write. Although I always find myself stuck in a transcient reality, I use this up for my own personal needs. It's awesome!

Some people tell me I have this bipolar disorder. According to Dictionary.com,bipolar affective disorder is "a mental health problem characterized by an alternation between extreme euphoria and deep depression." It's considerable given that I have an INFJ personality thingy. At times, I stop and pause to scrutinize myself and actually consider such problem. But then, oh well.

To tell you frankly, I can't remember when I started drenching myself with music and letting it take another part of my life. Yet, I stand today claiming how much I love it. I actually appreciate bands so much, it's verging on frustatration! Kidding. But then, I really do like listening to them and all those awesome lyrics behind the loud drumbeats and guitarstrums.

I could go on and on spending days typing all these stuffs I like, but I might ran out of 'profile' page. So, as for now, I only offer these.

Hope you consider reading this internet space. :)

Much love & respect,
♥Yel

Wishes
[x] Everyday electric/acoustic guitar [x] New Guitar Pick/plectrum
[] Personalized Keds
[x] 64-Crayola Box Julie gave me 96, ♥ her!
[x] Vans slip-ons
[] T-shirts/Tops
   (x)White V-neck
   (x)Pink V-neck
   ()Monster-designed
   (x)Strawberry Shirt
[] Paramore Original CD's
    () All We Know Is Falling
    () Riot
    (x) The Final Riot
    (x) Brand New Eyes
[] Jackets
    ()Leather
    (x)Adidas-AteneoSesqui
    (x)Pop-designed
    (x)Plain
    (x)Cardigan
[] Starcraft II: Wings of Liberty
[] Left4Dead2
[] Graphic Tablet

Lusts
[] Personal Digital Camera
[x] Laptop
[] Room